Thursday, June 3, 2010

Coming to Terms with it All

Although everyday is a struggle, I have hope that I can begin again.  I have waves of pain and sorrow followed by resolve.  I find myself listening to "Halfway to Fivepoints by Anna Ternheim" everyday.  When I am feeling up I listen to "Today is a Good Day" and it gets me by.  The lyrics are bitter sweet and haunt me.

Today is a Good Day

Call me free today
If you see it my way
Time on my side
As well as my mind is

It's not with you  for sure
No, not anymore
I intend to stay away for good

Just a matter how I define
My state of mind
Today is a good day
Today is a good day

Without your company
I have so many holes to fill
At least seven nights a week
Killing time

I still feel fine, I guess
My life was a mess
When I shared it with you
I was lonely

Now I'm just alone
Just a matter how I define 
Just a matter how I define
My state of mind
Today is a good day

Just a scratch on my ego
I get up in the morning
If we could plan tomorrow
I'll be keeping my mind cold

Until the evening when the hours forget me
And the waiting awakes me
And the voices of madness
From the unconscious singing songs of sadness

Today is a good day
Today is a good day
Oh, such a good day

Today is a good day
Today is a good day

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