Thursday, June 24, 2010
My First Week
I have just made it to the one week mark in my new apartment. I still feel sad and alone. I keep wondering when Keith will call me and tell me to come home. I don't think that day is coming. I have days where it is all I can do to keep from crying. I am so lonely. I have no one. Only me and my thoughts. I don't even feel like a person any more. Just a shell. When will I get past this point? When will I smile and laugh again? I have no confidence, my self esteem was shot the moment he declared that he was no longer in love with me. I sleep in my new bed, but on the side that I have always slept on- half still waiting for him. I yearn to be loved again. To feel wanted and special. To feel like I am intertwined happily in another person's life. I am feeling such a great loss.
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